Name:     blue star
IP:       64.69.254.11
Subject:  Re: Melancholy and the Madness Thereafter
Email:    bluestarliz@hotmail.com
Website:  http://

when i was fifteen, we got a call from my grandmother, saying my 16 year old
cousin michael, who was like an older brother to me, we were really close, had
fallen to his death from a radio tower in ceder hill, tx.  he had snuck out the
window, and his body was discovered that morning.  we were terribly afraid that
it had been a suicide, but pretty soon after, a couple of his friends came
forward and said that they had been clowning around and that one of his friends
had accidentally pushed him, and he fell.  the guy who pushed him dropped out
of high school and moved, we don't know what happened to him, only that he felt
terrible and was letting the guilt destroy him.  my aunt tried to track him
down, to let him know that he shouldn't feel guilty, she knew it was an
accident, but she couldn't find him.



anyway, please don't let it eat you up inside, and realize that there are those
who know what you are going through...i'm always here to listen.



"don't worry, i'll catch you"--get up kids

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