Name: Master of the Flying Wombat IP: 208.190.158.148 Subject: Melancholy and the Madness Thereafter Email: Website: http:// Well, news...I just wanted to comment, I guess, as I just found out myself...When my best friend died, November 1, it was believed to be intentional hanging, suicide. But special investigators found evidence that seems to prove that it was incidental, an accident. If this convincing evidence is to be believed, well, it's a relief and another lament. It's a relief that I hadn't let my friend down by not being there when we has hurting on the inside. It was a relief that when he walked out of the room, the last time I saw him alive, it wasn't because I hadn't said something supportive... But, he suffered. Actual tears in his neck wear his fingernails attempted to tear the rope off of his neck prove that. That means I still wasn't there when my best friend needed me, and I still failed him. So, melancholy and the madness thereafter, neh? ~M.o.F.W. "We all talk like lions, but we sacrifice like lambs."