Name:     Master of the Flying Wombat
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Okay, I'll start with resolutions for the new year...



1.) Get a job. Just that simple and easy, but because of OAP I can only work 2
days a week.



2.)Become Needed. One of my greatest insecurities is that no one 'needs' me in
that sense that if I dissapeared, few would notice, and not many would mourn.
This was proven true the past year, and now, I've got to change it.



3.) Get into a good old fight. It's been too long since I've knocked heads, I
need to again.



4.)Experience life. There's no point in living if you don't feel alive, right?
I've really lost that spark that makes you laugh and smile and cry. Right now,
I just don't give a damn, and that's even worse than crying. Listening to Bon
Jovi, 'It's My Life' helps.



5.) Learn to play the guitar. I can already play Painted Black, Unforgiven, and
some of Romanza. But I want to play more. It's fun.



About the past year, what I got out of it....



I can honestly say this has been the worst year in my entire life. A horrible
reality in November completely shattered the skies for me, and ever since (And
probably forever, now) I've had a terrible empty feeling inside. I've had my
heart broken by two girls, though one was mearly a crush, the other was one of
the two girls I can honestly say I've loved, who told me she was in love,
too...With another guy. I keep on losing friends to relationships...One of my
friends will start going out, and in a week/month or so, they've completely
changed, and seeing them is hard enough, but spending time just with that
person and myself, or with the guys, is impossible. The dating partner is
always there, and it's not that they upset me or annoy me, but how they've
completely changed who my friends were and acted...Sigh...I have also joined
the world of the physically disabled, as my right ankle will never be able to
completely allow me to hold weight on it, thouroughly ending my athletic career
(Not like it was such a great dynamo). Those are jus thte surface things,
there's more. Trust me.



Happy new year.



~M.o.F.W.

"The whole of my existence is but a sham, a farce...the affections of my inner
heart nothing more than the delusions of a madman."