Name:     blue star
IP:       206.76.17.238
Subject:  cheer up, little wombat
Email:    bluestarliz@hotmail.com
Website:  http://

Article:
better than ezra sucks...you need to start listening to the promise ring and built to spill,
they are much better lyricists.  haha, just kidding, feeling playfully beligerant.



love does suck, doesn't it?  then again, i'm the loved-and-lost sort, and the feeling of having
just fallen for someone, where just seeing that someone out of the corner of your eye makes your
heartbeat jump sky high is a great feeling.  remember the good when you think of the bad.  and
even if love is never realized (i'm the queen of falling in love [or rather powerful like, by my
definition]), there is still the hope that is good, at least until you realize something will
never happen.  i fell in love with a band mate who fell in love with someone else around the
same time (and got her...my band is breaking up in december so he can be with her), and i spent
a good year and a half gazing at him when he wasn't looking and looking away quickly,
embarrassed, every time he caught me.  probably thought i was nuts . but that is past and i
don't hurt for him any more...though he is still a nice piece of eye-candy...*girly giggle*.



which bring me to my next point; the only cure for heartbreak is time.  nothing else.  you just
have to grin and bear it because you will hurt and there is nothing in the world you can do
about it.  you can throw yourself into your social life, you can masterbate a lot, you can work
really hard in school you can smoke a lot of pot, or you can sit in your room and watch the
blades of your ceiling fan spin around...none of these are gonna make you feel any better.  you
just have to wait it out, and sometimes it takes a long fucking time for the hurt to go away.



i know how you feel though, though i bet you hurt more.  my heart isn't broken; i'm just not
sure where it went.
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