Name:     blue star
IP:       206.76.17.238
Subject:  Re: Zapp in 10 years
Email:    bluestarliz@hotmail.com
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so this discussion thing doesn't seem to be working all that swell.  maybe someone else can come
up with a more discussable topic.  or not.



being set on what you want coming true and not leaving room for life and it's wierd habbit of
not turning out like you want it seems like it might be a bad idea.  when i was 15, i was really
set on having a car; it was just something i assumed was gonna happen...but then my dad sold the
car i was gonna get (a 1967 beetle) a couple months before my 16th birthday for rent money and i
didn't get it. in fact i didn't get my drivers liscense until i was 17 1/2 because my mom saw no
part in me having a liscense if i couldn't drive...but my point isn't how big an asshole that my
dad is; my point is that life has a tendency to not work out how you plan.  i would like to get
a b.f.a....actually, i would like to get a masters, but since i don't like school very much, i
don't really forsee that happening, or, like i mentioned in my post, me getting sidetracked in
the workforce and not bothering to go back to school. then again, you also seem to be more
flexible in where you want to end up; surely one of those will work out.  question though...what
would you be doing on a farm?



you didn't say what you want out of life socially/romantically?  married? single? kids or not? 
go out or stay at home and watch tv?  (personally, i still want to go to shows sometimes--and
stay in the back and be like "yah, they are cool, but i liked them when they were in modest
mouse better" like the people i saw talking about burning airlines as opposed to jawbox, but
stay home and cook spagetti, drink cheap wine, and have lots of great sex more often!  maybe
lots of great sex after a show and cheap wine!  yah!) are you and joe gonna be shacked up in a
little homosexual cottage of love?  or will you be a hermit, sitting behind a glowing computer
screen in a tiny room a mile below the earth's surface?  (heh heh...i'm being obnoxious, i
realize)...anyway...i think where people want to be in regards to other people is the most
interesting...it doesn't matter to me what i'm doing with myself really as long as i'm happy and
comfortable outside of work, and i'm sure others on this board feel the same way.  but maybe
it's just me.



oh, i forgot the other outcome of liz's possible future...the
drop-out-of-school-and-run-away-to-seattle one.  if i get fed up with school, i'll go to
seattle, get a job at starbucks, and make sure i hate it, and write novels and not venture out
very much.  though i'd have to take up smoking if i did this.
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