Name:     blue star
IP:       206.76.17.225
Subject:  liz feels sorry for herself
Email:    bluestarliz@hotmail.com
Website:  http://

haha, it's been a while since anyone has gotten good and angry and posted a nice angry rant. 
but i feel like it so that's what i'm gonna do, goddammit!  don't read this if you don't want to
listen to my pity party, i won't be offended.



anyway, i just got off work, only worked 3 hours bussing, which is definately one of those
"trained monkey" jobs.  stand around for a while, watch people eat, watch people leave and try
to guess if they just went to the game room and will throw a hissy fit if you pick up their
dishes, or if they are really done.  and other people's food is fucking disgusting and people
are such unbelievable slobs.  and they will get an absurd amount of food and napkins and all
kind of stuff and not even use it.  like one guy got a mug full of red pepper.  or there was a
plate full of pudding that was untouched except for the (unused) napkins stuck in the middle. 
or 8 nearly full glasses of dr pepper at a table that only had 2 people sitting at it.  this
sucks ass when it's 7:30 and you haven't eaten since 3.  haha, i didn't even hate my walmart job
on day one, in fact i felt pretty good about wally world, i'm disliking this job already.  and i
made a dollar an hour more at walmart.  i work from 10 am to 8 pm...in Party Central, whatever
that means.  i think it mostly involves screaming children and inflating a lot of balloons.



next complaint:  my stupid car broke.  again.  i know it's in the habbit of doing this from time
to time, but really...i can't afford my car's habbit. for as much as it costs to keep the
damnable thing running i could be making payments on a car about 3 or 4 years younger and 30K
miles less.  fuck shit damn.  the transmission is not working at all and the speedometer is
fucked.  so i don't have a car (though joe is so generously letting me borrow his car to get to
work) this weekend and i have to catch rides on monday since i'll take the damnable thing to
prock.  my car is never gonna earn the right to be named at this rate!



other than that, i could come up with a ton of other small grievences, but i doubt anyone wants
to hear me go into length about that...but my allergies are bothering me (fucking cotton), my
back is so tense it hurts to shrug, and for most of today i felt like i was gonna black out when
i stood up too quickly.  and i miss a certain individual, but i won't get into that either . 
thanks for listening, if anyone made it this far.